i feel heavy today
heavy in the heart
heavy as a whole
and heavy in parts
it’s of loneliness
I think
but I know
that’s not right
it’s of longing
and abandonment
howling in the night
it calls me to crave
a destination place
a destination fate
still
foreign to the face
to a place that has
no memory of me known
where my nowhere thoughts
can feel right at home